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Second Best

igobywing:

Some times you will catch yourself being stuck on the things that irk you rather than the things that make you happy. You’ll hold onto the feeling of being upset, annoyed, frustrated, disheartened, and just refuse to try to change that feeling. This could be a feeling towards anything - towards someone, something, a decision, something out of your control, life.

But why would you want to be stuck on this feeling? Why do you want to stay feeling like there’s nothing more than just second best? Isn’t there something you can do? It wasn’t always like this, was it? What happened to trying and putting in some effort? That goes for both sides to the story. You just have to let go of the notion that there’s always going to be something wrong because maybe there isn’t. That could just be the one thing holding you back from solving a problem. Be a little more open-minded about what could come out of turning things around and making things better again. There’s no reason to hold onto the negative feelings when there’s more to life than that.

Let go of what annoys you now and look at the bigger picture. Is this really something you won’t regret to lose in the long run? Or will you look back on this moment in life and wish you had been a little more open-minded about what could have happened?

(via igobywing)

sometimes I wonder what possess people to do what they do, I know there is no specific answer to this question. Sometimes I do things and I dont know why either..

okay so i’m a little late about the resoultions but here it goes..

• save money!!  this one is pretty common, the thing is that I have lots of stuff I would like to have in my possession. example: ipad - so in order for me to get to my goal im going to need to put my spending on a budget! Game plan for that is in the making..
• read more!! During my days off, I made a trip to the local Chapters. I purchased 2 books. Buddha’s brain and Why men like bitches. The second book is just for shits and giggles, I wanted to see what all the hype was about. I’m going to start usign my free time wisely instead of piggying out or going out for no reason. I’ll entertain myself at home. So I also contruibute to my savings fund. done and done.
• be organized!! in order for me to accomplish these goals, well not accomplish its more like maintain I need to be very organized, which will help me get to where I need to be.

I think I am off to a good start, I saved 500 yesterday and another 500 today. so theres the money for the ipad but i’m still going to wait a bit, because that isnt the only thing I am saving for.

can someone please help me…im in need of a new book to read. suggest some ideas ill go to the book store asap. I need something to pre occupy my time with. No topic in specific just something intresting.

So today I decided to update my blog, I have been neglecting it for a month or so now..im back at it again. Let’s see how long this lasts. A place for me to jot down the millions of random thoughts that go through my head. I always wondered why I was always exhausted and I figured it out. Its me, the way I am, the way I go about my day. I have a crazy chemical imbalance that makes me so crazy, and random. It’s like ADHD. Im not complaining, keeps me from being boring and or bored.

THIS IS MY #30THINGSABOUTME or #30thingsijustfeelliketalkingabout

1. very random, ex. I can be in a middle of a story and then stop abnd talk about the bird that just flew by
2. very impulsive, ex. If I want something bad enough, I will figure out how to get it asap. I will get it.
3. I am silly. thats it.
4. I love candy, I will always have some with me where ever I go.
5. This keyboard I am using sucks, i want to break it..therefore I go into my next trait. I break stuff, I dont like.
6. Trying to quit smoking fucking sucks LARGE camel dicks. I swear, I was doing fine..but its like just there taunting me ‘smoke me’ it says. gosh darn it, make it stop
7. I like to listen to music and dance around in my underwear. Either together or one or the other. Just because I can. music drunk is the best feeling in the world.
8. As I am typing this I feel like going to lcbo on my lunch to get a bottle of something to make my day a little bit more exciting. Its monday nothing ever happens on Mondays.
9. I like freaking people out, I think by that I mean like…I do crazy things to get a reaction from people. Its kinda mean I guess but also fun. 
10. Lately I have been making lists, after lists. things for me to do, places I want to go, just experiences and what not. It makes me sad, that im at this counter all day saying hi to randoms and talking to them about different countries in the world, as if ive gone. but one day I will be on the opposite side of the counter asking for my foreign currency.
11. I think I am a simple person, with just a big imagination.
12. I am strange. i love it. im like the population of china all wrapped in one body. meaning, different personalities.
13. I like the underdog. I hardly chose the favourite, i want to be different and give others a chance. thats why my nfl team is the NY Jets lol
14. I am scared of cats, i use to be scared of anything with 4 legs but now its just cats. No offence to the cat lovers but cats just scare me.
15. I really want a dog, I want to name it monster. I cant waittttttt!!!
16. I want to be important to someone, or someones.
17. I CANT THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE ATM SO ILL WILL BE BACK FOR THE REST….

When I read this..it makes me think its not hard to be honest, you dont love someone you gotta let them go, because not only are you wasting your time, you are wasting theirs.

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